(only reason, this is in 1408, as this was the only place it felt appropriate to be, to be able to freely express myself.)
Well after witnessing such back and forth, last night, I could only sleep for like 45 minutes, apart from that was just tossing and turning and looking around like an owl the entire night, and so the head feels splitting. For the past week and a half, I have been suffering from insomnia, I know, doesn’t sound like a big deal, but those, who may have unfortunately experienced it, may understand how it feels.
(after a sleepless night, spent over 3 hours with this. feels like someone has used a crowbar to split open the place between the head muscles and the skull, and filled it with powdered glass or something.)
This should probably be in 1408.
No need for it to be sir, as there’s hardly any crass language in it. yet here it is, as I was obliged to do so.
He’s either a child, a high end ASD, or someone off their meds.
Well, sir, I assure you I’m certainly over 18, and am not on any meds of any kind. As for being an ASD, thanks for pointing that out sir. I didn’t know either the fact that the acronym ASD meant Autism or it’s Symptoms, that is until your post. After reading, I didn’t understand it and thus googled it. And yes, I might be autistic, as I have some of the symptoms. Some developed during the pandemic, others were around since a year or two before. I have been thinking about consulting a psychologist for quite some time, but the pandemic conditions have worsened here and therefore, have to wait.
Responds to everything, with absolutely nothing to add,
I know you think I’m an annoying prick, wandering anywhere and everywhere, but please try to think that it might be just someone trying too hard to fit in.
spams the board with off topic memes,
as I have said before, I seldom post any one twice, so that isn’t exactly spamming and as for memes, they have been the only one put a smile on my face, during some tough times I've had, so forgive me, if trying to share the joy I've received with others is not upto the standard.
and slut shames members.
the only thing with which I strongly disagree on is this. When have I ever done that? You must have made a misinterpretation of something I said.
I have five teenaged children,
Hope everyone is vaccinated and you and your family stay safe during this pandemic, especially what with the delta-cron variant in US.
and there is no way he is 18.
As I said sir, I am over 18.
And yes, I am a professional interrogator. I’ve been a lawyer probably more than twice as long as you’ve been alive.
Good for you,
You must have seen a lot during all that time.
I’ve been a member of this board close to as long as you’ve been alive.
well, like everyone else, I’m older than the Board itself, so I guess not as close.
As I told you before... I’ve survived your predecessors, and I will survive you.
No need to survive me sir, I understand your difference of opinion, after all, that's what separates us from other living things. the ability to reason, which is why everyone interprets everything in a distinct manner and forms their unique ideas.
So spam away baby.
Nope, this one last message is enough for me sir.
I’ve got a real life, real job, and a hell of a lot things to do.
Great for you, Certainly beats my usual day by far,
I dare you not to respond. I don’t think you can [not] do it.
well,
you’re quite right sir.
The only problem is, you won’t go on your own accord.
Sir, ever since, I’ve joined, you’ve always had only one opinion of me, yet allow me to tell you what I’ve thought of you!
Since the first time I saw you, I had great respect for you.
As you not only fulfilled your mod duties very well, you also avidly participated in anything going on.
I never said this straightforward for fear of being mocked upon, but I even admired you a bit, as for your fitness at your age, let alone a lawyer, you might as well could easily have been a Pro-Wrestler, or soldier, in your youth. I tried to say it in a different way, by complimenting, yet my Autism kicked in, which made it come out ambiguous, which was then, probably interpreted by you as an insult.
Afterwards, when I was told by you to set up an avatar, only thing I felt was fear, Because, I didn’t know to how to properly set one (first few attempts were unsuccessful), and I didn’t know about the avatar gallery feature back then, and because here I was in a new place, and the last place I was a part of, one of the mods made advances at a very close friend of mine, and upon being rejected, harassed the friend to the extent that they had to leave the site, as for the mod? He was the defacto-boss around those parts and every other mod worked subordinate to him, and thus, got off scot-free.
Hence forgive me if I had such an opinion of mods in general.
After making a Valid point for no need to have an avatar, (after having read all the rules thrice.) What do I get ? a Ban.
It was, only by sheer luck, that I happened to get this account back.
A couple days before new year’ eve, when I was told who you were; My reaction, while interpreted by you to be a lofty exclamation, was actually one of being terrified, as I remember the anguish I’ve had to face during the ban. Only after learning of you relinquishing your mod-ship was I able to placate myself enough to calm down. I have been wary of you, ever since.
You have an obsessive need to respond to every single thing that is posted on this board And you’ll continue to do that, until somebody runs you off.
Yes, you’re correct sir, but as I said, I have just tried albeit a little too hard to fit in. Yet that seems to you as rowdy behavior. I only did what I did, as I felt like, to whatever little extent, that I belonged, as a member. Before discovering this place, only comfort I had, was thinking about the fictional characters and potential-stories-to-make in my head. After experiencing the companionship I received here, it has been very hard to give it up. You said I have an unhealthy addiction to post, and yes, I agree. I am, to a significantly unhealthy extent, addicted to KB. In the past week, I have tried twice already to tear myself away from this place, even going so far as to intentionally sour my friendship with the few members I have, in order to make the going away easier. Yet this third try may be it. Therefore I thank you for giving me the motivation to get myself Moving.
I’ll just say this politely one time. Go fuck yourself.
In the beginning, I said, that there was hardly any crass language, well yes. In another sense, there’s only a little bit, this : vai al Tartaro (italiano & Ελληνικά) Good luck translating.
SEE Y’ALL IN 50 DAYS, GIVE OR TAKE ONE.