Bob, I've been on the board for quite a few years, and like most people here, I have a few "topics" I like to keep my eye on, but have rarely contributed anything but a comment here and there.
However, I "latched" onto your topic some time back when I noticed the title. And being the perv that I am, I immediately thought "Oh boy." Some lucky guy/girl has some fun with their doctor. Well, truth be told, even though that wasn't what "My Doctor Visit" was about, I was hooked.
As quite a few others have said, I am so awe struck by your attitude. Even though none of us are getting out of here alive, you are facing the truth of your situation head on, with authority, straight forwardness, and an underlying calm and peace that is some remarkable. I hate the situation you are in, having lost several family members to cancer, but I love the person you are, regardless of what has been dealt.
I do pray for my family, friends, and yes, world peace, and I pray that your pain will be minimal and each and every day will bring you additional blessings.
Peace,
Tim