Watcher hugs CJ. So sorry to hear that.
CJ's not allowed to discuss it here. But needless to say it was way, way... way before what the article said. Despite all the pain and suffering and misery I think I turned out alright. Despite those who took advantage of someone who could not only literally not say no, but later on was threatened if I said no.
Actually it's amazing I have anything to do with both women and men considering they both are responsible for so much of me being fucked up.
I wanted to kill myself when I was five thanks to them.
But if I did that I wouldn't have what I have now, so if I had to go through the sexual abuse and rape to get to this point, I guess it wasn't so bad.