Started last night. Was sitting alone watching good witch on netflix when I got the feeling of being utterly alone. Not scared alone, but alone. I tried to shake it, by trying to watch something funny, but got nowhere. Called my dad, but he was busy so couldn't talk said hed call today. I started writing in my book, but that led me to some quite dark places. I've been feeling deeply deeply depressed since.
Dad called earlier, but I put on my best fake happiness and talked to him for about a half hour before I said I needed to go. I've taken several of my "calm me down" pills, but that's just making me feel numb.
It'll pass, it always does.