With this score:
99% Dominant
95% Daddy/Mommy
89% Master/Mistress
I think I'm showing strongly in my real preferences. That I'm so high in the Mommy side makes sense. I take care of my lover. Even if she is my submissive, I take care of her.
I guess it must be nature and nurture in me. A strong mommy feeling, and the way I was raised. Sometimes I wonder if I should have applied to West Point or gone through ROTC in college. I know that my military science knowledge kicked ass when I talked with the ROTC cadets. I put most of them to shame. I think I knew how to place final protective fires by the time I was 10.
I know I tried awfully hard to please my Dad. To get him to spend time with me I tried to be like him, to know what he knew. Even when I was learning about sex, I was thinking what would make him proud of me? How would he do it? Was i just over thinking it, over achieving, did I have an Electra complex?
I know I was confused in high school about my sexual preference. I had already had experienced sex with a girl by then. I knew I looked at girls like most girls looked at boys. I don't know. Was I emulating my Dad and his preferences for women?
I don't know, I don't think so. Right now it's confusing me.
What i do know is that I take my role in a relationship very seriously. And I will fiercely protect and defend my lover. I remember once in a club with a girl I was dating, a guy got awfully forward and tried to pick her up. She declined, he insisted. I put him on the floor.