Of course you can't prove the non-existence of anything, but that in no way proves something does exist. Neither does it mean that somewhere deep inside I do actually believe in some higher power as you say.
Exactly my point. I don't know, you don't know, and anyone who's convinced that they do have given into some sort of Assumption from lack of evidence. There is no evidence, therefore there can be no conclusion extrapolated from it.
I will neither agree or disagree that it is because I don't want to feel inferior to that higher power. That is honestly something I have never really thought about. As for feeling superior to others, that is absolutely true at times.
Okay, not absolutely at all times. I'm sure there are true messianic delusionals for which that is true, most of the time (Possibly in the Oval Office) but this is a natural inclination of our fallible minds. Science, philosophy, and intellectualism is the attempt to understand better. Rationally, science through analyzing evidence, and peer review, philosophy through pondering, and intellectualism by one-upping each other over craft-brews, but there is also the equal, and opposite myth of the completely rational person. Absolutely, all the time.
That's an impossible standard, right up there with knowing the Will of God. We're human. We're tempted by things like feeling superior, or spiritual enlightenment. Only through discipline do we learn to resist these fallacies, but not completely become immune to them. The truth is, we're all human, and nobody is completely superior, all the time. No matter how much we want to be.
I have no doubt that we all have those feelings when we run into people who do stupid, foolish, criminal, and all too many other types of odd things (for lack of a better descriptor). But then again, there are definitely times I feel foolish and/or stupid myself.
Right, then we go an do something brilliant, it tends to balance out. However, being intelligent isn't a full time job. Sometimes, we just want to hang up the labcoats, and talk about comic books, or something. Have a beer, smoke a joint, or get layed. Give the neurons a break, because honestly, being the smartest one in the room, or the strongest, richest, 24/7 is fucking exhausting.
As for finding out, as I said, that's not gonna happen.
We'll see.
I've never been there, if you contend there is nothing after death, then where's your evidence?
For the record, I wasn't calling you a narcissist. I was pointing out that that's narcissistic ideation: Intellectual Superiority. It takes a lot of faith to maintain that belief. Honestly, you can't do all the time, and stay sane indefinitely.