I had a talk with Allan, and I'll cut to the chase, I can stay at KB.
He didnt know about it, and since I've shared quite a bit about him here, I wanted him to know. I had been putting it off, and putting it off, but having talked with a few people here, and IRL. I just got it done with. Obviously he was less than thrilled about the pics, but I assured him, I never showed my face in any of those, and I'm definitely not meeting up with anybody here. It's just a fun place where I can Express myself with like minded people.
I said he could log in with my profile and snoop around, but he said he'd rather not see exactly what I've been doing. He feared, and half expected me to tell him I'd been sleeping around, so "Visiting a forum is kind of a relief". I had told him shortly after we started sleeping with each other, that I tell my friends in Milwaukee EVERYTHING, and he was not surprised by that. I think he actually likes it. I think that since I do tell them, he gets a little more adventurous and dominant, just so I have something juicy to tell them. He did not admit to it, but I still have my suspicions. The fact I tell then, might have eased the blow about what I share here. He did asking if I talk about some details, which I assured him I did not, and would not. I said he can log on as me any time he wants, and see what has been posted.
This was not a quick talk. It started sunday Evening, and it continued through texts, and "finished" yesterday evening. I told him all about my horrid past, and he opend up about some things that surprised me. Some of which, I might see myself getting into as well. I dont think the talk will truly be over as long as I'm here. He has his stress relievers, and this is one of mine. It's obviously a lot different than hunting or fishing, but it is what it is.
Iver been working on two stories. One I had started before, but deleted, but now started it again, and another chapter with Sheila and Diane, but it doesn't feel right. Works in progress.