Confessions

[Shiela_M]

“Making” her do something relieves her of the guilt.  “I am a good girl.  I would never do this, if this big nasty pervert was not forcing me to be his whore.”

It's like you're reading my f@#$ing journal.

"This is so wrong.  I can not believe he is having me do this."

"Look how happy he is though.  I love how much he is enjoying this.  I love how much I turn him on.  Oh god he said it, I am so good to him."

[Jed_]

I can say, and I think Jed would agree with me, that most people want to have sexually liberating experiences. Even ones that involve a certain amount of embarrassment or degradation. There is a prevalent hangup, at least in America there is, that sex is “dirty.“ Probably dating back to our Puritan origins. So a lot of people won’t go there, until you give them permission. And the easiest form of permission is a command. “Get on your knees and show me your dirty ass hole. You know you want to. Show me your little rosebud.  NOW!  How many men licked that? I bet not many. But I’ll be the first.” This is called “confessions” after all.

[Jed_]

“Making” her do something relieves her of the guilt.  “I am a good girl.  I would never do this, if this big nasty pervert was not forcing me to be his whore.”

Careful with saying ‘good girl’, that’s what got me in trouble.  Not that I mind.

[_priapism]

“Making” her do something relieves her of the guilt.  “I am a good girl.  I would never do this, if this big nasty pervert was not forcing me to be his whore.”

Careful with saying ‘good girl’, that’s what got me in trouble.  Not that I mind.

I’m trying to avoid accusations of misogyny or sexual oppression.  Yes, “no means no,” except when it means “yes.” I think when two people know each other, respect each other, and understand boundaries, it is perfectly acceptable to role play and engage in BDSM.  The trouble is with sexual predators who are merely looking to rape someone.  Is it subjective?  Undoubtedly.  I feel sorry for my sons navigating the 21st Century.  A lot more complicated than it was when we were their age.



Going to the Permanent Collection^TM

[Dirtymind]

I think when two people know each other, respect each other, and understand boundaries, it is perfectly acceptable to role play and engage in BDSM. 

I need to be with someone that can express their sexual desires unashamed. Sex is fun, and if you can't even express yourself there cannot be any future. At least for me.

[ChirpingGirl]

CJ might be sexually dysfunctional. 

My mouth has done all the work recently. I have no desire to do anything. 

[Shiela_M]

My ass is sore from the new toy I've got.  Been wearing it out to random spots, just to do it and now the inside of my buttcheeks hurt from the base.

It did not distract from BIG Ben last night, but quite the opposite.  He was a bit relentless.

[_priapism]

I had a sex dream last night about a girl I went to school with. I haven’t seen her in 40 years. I hear she’s a grandmother. But in my dream, we were both young and she climbed into my lap.  I started tickling her. Soon my hands were under her clothes, and I was touching her rather immodestly. She whispered in my ear “I want you to fuck me.“

I woke up with a huge boner. But it was really strange. I have never had a sexual fantasy involving this person. And, in fact, I rejected her advances when we were young. Strange how the brain will reach into the very back bin, and pull out something very obscure.

[Shiela_M]

Think I'm falling for BIG Ben, but don't really want to.  I'm extremely enjoying the casual thing we've got going on, and I hope he is too, but I want to lock him down before he finds somebody better. However, I'm no good in relationships and always mess them up.  I have a LOT of baggage and drama from my past that follows me, and some cant handle it. When they can handle it and stick around, I have a bad habit of sabotaging them or straight kill them by cheating.  I'm my own relationship time bomb.  I have avoided and ignored his calls and texts for the past week and a half out of ridiculous fear.  He is such a great guy and has a beautiful personality, even during his down days he still tries to make me laugh.

By the gods I think I'm falling in love with him, but please gods don't let that happen.

[purpleshoes]

The investment community has a saying that's relevant here: Past results are not a guarantee of the future. Or something like that.

Everyone has baggage from the past. At some point we have to let go of it and focus on the future. Nothing in the past can be changed, but we can learn from it.

As far as your self-destructive behavior (cheating) is concerned, only you have the power to change that. When you love someone, their happiness becomes more important to you than your own. Only when you reach that point in a relationship does it have a chance to survive.

I don't remember who told me when I was much younger that "Love is not a feeling. Love is something you do, on a daily basis." It took a while for that to make sense, but I can tell you it's true. Loving someone is a conscious decision you have to make. You don't 'fall in love', you create it (or kill it) it by your actions.

I realize that the phrase 'easier said than done' applies here, but I hope that I've given you some thing to think about as a way to improve your future. Thanks for sharing, love.

[MintJulie]

After a quick read, the first thing that popped out is expaining your lack of communication and responding to him.  Easily to handle.  

"I'm sorry for avoiding you.  I've just been confused.  I am falling for you, and I'm scared of that."   And then talk with him.   Be frank. Tell him you what you said above.  Take it slow, don't push him away.  

It's a new you, Shiela.   It doesn't have to be a rerun of your other relationships that didn't work.

[Shiela_M]

I was snooping around looking at some porn.  Surprised?  I know me too.  Anyways, for the first time ever, I saw an animated clip that turned me on, like really really turned me on, but in my defense, It was CG and very very life like.  I was actually quite surprised how real it looked at first.

[Shiela_M]

I got home a little bit ago from a lunch break with somebody who was having a rather stressful day at work.  He seems so much more relaxed after.

[Pornhubby]

I had Viber session with my Russian hottie last night.  She teased the *fuck* out of me, and made me masturbate for her, while she watched and commented.  It was unusually nasty, even for her.  I made an ungodly mess.  I hadn’t drained my balls in three or four days.  I slept like a baby after that.

[_priapism]

I want to get out all the toys, the Sybian, and some lube.  It’s a forced orgasm, slam my cock in a drawer, kind of day.

[Dqic]

I made a new account to confess this: I have nude pics of both of my step daughters. One is 25, the other is 22. (The pics are 2 years old. I've known them 15 years) I didn't take them, but "found" them. I haven't actually "used" them, but, I guess certain things can't be unseen, so, I guess I have "indirectly" used them, because I've thought of them while "taking care of business."

I've heard of Genetic Sexual Attraction, but we don't share genes, so, it can't be that, although, in a way, maybe it's a form of it, since I'm attracted to their mom. Nothing will ever happen, other than in my vivid imagination.

No. They won't get posted.

How twisted am I?

[MintJulie]

Why the need for another account?

How twisted are you, you ask.   That you have known them since they were kids, in my mind, it's a bit off.  But, it's not terrible, I suppose.  We've seen way worse posted here.
Hopefully you put the pictures back where you found them and don't go look at them again.  Or, if you have digital copies, it would be best to destroy them.  It your wife finds out, she will think it's creepy.  
Oh, and you better never ever consider posting online.  Not a good idea at all.

[denniswq]

CJ might be sexually dysfunctional. 

My mouth has done all the work recently. I have no desire to do anything. 

I confess that I have become strangely invested in the "ChirpingGirl Reality Show". Like, screw the sexual parts, whatever happened with your sister? Did you two have the serious talk you were to have?

[SmuDoodel]

With some consternation I watched Cindy attach an apparatus that perched ominously on her pubic mound. I was transfixed by her curvy silhouette in the full length mirror. The strap above her behind perched precariously on her hip accentuating her still trim waist under firm upright boobs. She faced me and approached slowly as the phallus waved in menacing syncopation with her hips sway and her breasts bounce.

So that is what she meant by "spice" things up a bit.

[ChirpingGirl]

CJ might be sexually dysfunctional. 

My mouth has done all the work recently. I have no desire to do anything. 

I confess that I have become strangely invested in the "ChirpingGirl Reality Show". Like, screw the sexual parts, whatever happened with your sister? Did you two have the serious talk you were to have?

The CJ reality show is a big headache and a pain in the ass, sometimes.  

I'm avoiding everyone I have to and I'm trying not to deal with anyone above puberty age.

So that show is on hiatus for now. I'm tired. Stressed. There's no escaping this. I'm in purgatory forever. My children will never move out. I'll never have 5 minutes to myself. I'll never stop changing diapers. I'll never be done cleaning this house. I'll never, ever... ever be free again.