Well, you are posting normal “KB shit” now. So the only question is, have you learned how to do this? Or were you just fuckinh with us earlier?
Neither.
Before, I just posted what I was comfortable with...
Nowadays, after re-reading your last few posts about me, (following the initial, day-long anger and denial) realisation struck me that (save for a couple of people) due to earlier posts, the average opinion of me was just ranging from a nobody (0) to a shit-stain nuisance (-100) depending upon who you ask.
After the initial outburst in room l4O8, followed by a 10-day abstinence from posting plagued by insomnia and a mental breakdown; started to post again, within limits, both quantitative (less than before) and qualitative (images in url)
As I had accepted the facts for what they were.
You were right, always right...
It's just my foolishness that I've been unable to realise it until now...
Also, about the shaming thing you pointed out...
I had always thought that I was writing (typing) compliments, never even knowing, that, thanks to my ASD which you pointed out, and hence I discovered, (Thanks for that), All those messages were screwed and twisted and would come out as such.
I made the mistake of judging your judgement, thinking that you were just biased against me as you hated my guts,
But I afterwards got an impartial 3rd party opinion, which made me see that you said nothing incorrect. Honestly, right then and there, I just felt like being stabbed, metaphorically, and considering my stupid denial of it in the outburst, maybe I deserved to be literally as well.
After this, realised of a possible stalker, and went underground as to hide my trail. (Diff. name, pfp, text, etc.) Although it didn't work as my recent postings (and some posts of others as well.) pointed out my old identity.
Following some days of depression and feeling unwanted and disliked, so far as to say being hated by some, and a few thoughts of deleting my account,
I made a decision as to that if posting "KB-appropriate" shit was what it took for me to be accepted or at the very least not be berated anymore, then I'll just have to suck it up and do it. And so, I've changed my ways.
I'll continue to post, though they'll mostly be, in your terms, KB Shit only...
P.S. I haven't used any swearing words, so I doubt that this be moved to l4O8, still, I dunno for sure as this post is different than others, but even if it is, I'm totally okay with it.