don’t shoot the messenger please. The forum was shutdown due to content in February which frightened our server. To continue with that server, the site owner and admin agreed to purge stories containing under 18, non consensual, forced sex, and beastial. Not a popular decision but one the site members had no input. From your description the story you seek, likely contains one or more of banned material. Your choice is forget about it, contact the writer, who is probably among the many that left the site or remain and interact with the rest of us goody two shoes